Thursday, July 24, 2008

Blessings

I am feeling so grateful lately. It's funny how when life events change, get hard or easier, your view on life changes also. I have realized that when life is hard, and when you are thrown the most curve balls is when you really know what is important. It's when you are on your knees the most, when you cry and laugh the most- because it's also usually when emotions are at their peak. It's easy to feel vulnerable and isolated. But really, I believe that when times are tough is when you are closest to the ones you love, and things that are really important.

I have a saying on a tile in my house that says "When we feel as though Christ is all we have, we soon discover He is all we really need". And I have found that to be so very true! I used to think that one was made from their worldly possessions, their accomplishments at work, or how many friends they had. (horrible, I know). But I have come to realize that even without anything, I still have everything.

I have my husband, Matt, who is amazing! He makes me happy everyday. He is my best friend, truly. I look forward to his call everyday, I want to tell him everything that happens at home. I can't imagine my life without him. I love him so much!

J is my firecracker. She is sweet and mellow, then wild and crazy! :) But always a joy. She loves to talk to me, to be my friend, and I love it. I love looking at her cute face, her beautiful eyes, and wonder at what she will become.

Then T, my sweet boy. With his sparkling personality, he can bring a smile to anyone at anytime. As soon as he enters the room he is the center of attention, whether he means it or not. He loves to snuggle with me, and I cherish those little moments of serenity when I am just his mom, and he loves me more than anything.

And really, how could I forget my parents and my family? Without their support, we would surely be lost. I have called my mom soooo many times for so many things, questions, advice, (some pointless), but she has always helped with a joyful voice and a loving heart. My dad has grown to be one of my best friends. I love talking to him, and know that I can tell either of them anything! My parents are amazing people; full of love, energy, happiness and joy that can't help but seep into other's lives. My whole family, Matt's whole family, is great! We are truly blessed to have such a great support system.

So anyway, I guess I'm just feeling lucky and emotional today. I know that even without anything, I still have everything. All I need are the people around me who make my life important, and worthwhile. The ones who strengthen and uplift. I know that all I need is my Heavenly Father, who is there to guide me every step of the way.

Life is truly great!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

This is beautiful, Carolyn!